a moment to deliberate

"...Like anyone would be
I am flattered by your fascination with me

Like any hot-blooded woman
I have simply wanted an object to crave

But you
You're not allowed
You're uninvited
An unfortunate slight

Must be strangely exciting
To watch the stoic squirm

Must be somewhat hard-telling
To watch shepherd meet shepherd

But you
You're not allowed
You're uninvited
An unfortunate slight

Like any unchartered territory
I must seem greatly intriguing
You speak of my love
Like you have experienced love like mine before

But this is not allowed
You're uninvited
An unfortunate slight

I don't think you unworthy
I need a moment to deliberate..."

(Alanis Morissette - Uninvited)

I'm lost but I'm hopeful, baby

Já ouvi tantas e tantas vezes essa música na minha vida, acho que ela me representa tão bem, com tanta força... Eu tenho um pouquinho de tudo isso mesmo... Quebrada, mas feliz. Cansada, mas trabalhando muito, muito. Meio ingênua, mas esperta. Ás vezes muito "Hard", em outras muito "friendly"... E a principal parte: "And what it all boils down to/ Is that no one's really got it figured out just yet"... É... Just yet... Mas quem sabe algum dia alguém consiga, né?
Eu sei que tudo vai ficar bem, sim... Fine fine fine... Com uma mão no bolso e outra num "peace sign"... Tem que ficar... Do melhor ou do pior jeito... Se é que alguém me entende...

"I'm broke but I'm happy
I'm poor but I'm kind
I'm short but I'm healthy, yeah

I'm high but I'm grounded
I'm sane but I'm overwhelmed
I'm lost but I'm hopeful baby

An' what it all comes down to
Is that everything's gonna be fine fine fine

'Cause I've got one hand in my pocket
And the other one is giving a high five

I feel drunk but I'm sober
I'm young and I'm underpaid
I'm tired but I'm working, yeah

I care but I'm restless
I'm here but I'm really gone
I'm wrong and I'm sorry baby

An' What it all comes down to
Is that everything's gonna be quite alright

'Cause I've got one hand in my pocket
And the other is flicking a cigarette

And what is all comes down to
Is that I haven't got it all figured out just yet

'Cause I've got one hand in my pocket
And the other one is giving the peace sign

I'm free but I'm focused
I'm green but I'm wise
I'm hard but I'm friendly baby

I'm sad but I'm laughing
I'm brave but I'm chicken shit
I'm sick but I'm pretty baby

And what it all boils down to
Is that no one's really got it figured out just yet

I've got one hand in my pocket
And the other one is playing the piano

What it all comes down to my friends
Is that everything's just fine fine fine

'Cause I've got one hand in my pocket
And the other one is hailing a taxi cab..."

(Hand in my Pocket - Alanis Morissette)